Yeah, I think I was being melodramatic in the heat of the moment last night. Feeling better today, but still kinda bummed.
Brown Bear mentioned he wasn't in the first page last cycle (10/27), but he was in a batch less than a week later.Keep hope alive.
I think you have to be socially retarded to screw it up. You have to be either a huge jerk or unable to carry on a 5 minute conversation.