spare me the morality and judgment, ive started to go to counseling with my issues.
my younger sister and i have never been close and i've never looked at her other than a sister until a few months ago.
i joined the navy 7 or so years ago in that time i had been married/divorced and had some meaningful and shallow relationships.
2 years ago my now 19 year old sister decides to join the marines, somehow she gets to be stationed where im at, to save money we started to stay a the same apartment.this is when i started getting feelings for her. one night when she came home from drinking i had to help her to the couch and as i was doing so i noticed how much of a beautiful woman she has become.
the next night we were talking about why i shouldn't drink and why she shouldnt smoke but then it got put out that she noticed me taking a long peek at her chest and legs that night. one thing led to another and we agreed that we would both be adults about what we were about to do. the first seconds were awkward but the rest of the night was bliss.
weve been continuing this kind of relationship for a while and weve agreed to make it like a casual thing but i fear i actually am in love with my sister.
im currently dating other people as she does as well but as i have said its her that i have feelings for.