As I said, if I had planned properly I wouldn't have these issues. Sometimes one hits a natural plateau (i.e., I was dumber than others at UG, regardless of the amount of work), but then you get what you deserve for not being up to snuff. For chrissake I don't expect a handout for it.
Wait, I get what I deserve when you plateau? You certainly aren't getting a handout today after that sentence. Do you know who is getting a handout? Those god-hating mestizos (did I get that right?). They're ruining the application process for the rest of us.