I was a cancel Sept 09, 157 dec 09 and I dont know how I did in Oct 10. My PTs rose to 172 right before, and I would stay in the low to mid 170s, but I messed up on LG and who knows how I did on the rest. If I retake it will be June 2011, I think I am more of an afternoon person. But I feel so emotionally...discouraged? I get freaked out by the thought "Maybe I'm not meant for this."
Yes, its technically a 4th time. I wanted to postpone, but it was too late to do so, so when I went into the Sept test I knew I would cancel. Around Nov 09 I was robbed and I don't think that I was in a good state of mind. I felt better about this test. I was mostly the end of the third game and 4th game that I do not remember, but I believe that I got at least 2 in the last game correct. I got 2 in LR wrong, but I feel good about at least 22 of the other ones (I don't remember the questions now, but after the test, I scoured forums online for the topics of the questions and recalled the answers from there) So far, my answers for RC also go along with everyone else's but only a few of the questions were discussed. I want to relax and forget about it because I cannot do anything about, but its very hard for me not to. I guess I'm nervous about this one because if I do poorly its not because of bad circumstances, its mostly due to my own studying/mental capabilities, what a self-esteem blow that would be. Thanks for the reply!