You first need to understand the definition of racism and prejudice. You are using it in the wrong context. You must have went to some of the most horrid schools during your elementary, pre-High, and High School years. One of the reasons why the public education system is so horrible because it produces lack-luster people like you. I could tutor you, but it will cost you money. The benefits of me tutoring you are increased logical reasoning, solid mathematical foundation up to calculus II, better reading skills (we'll start with basic reading as you lack in the basics), skills in Law, etc... I could set up a skype page where you can contact me whenever you need some help reading a text, using logical reasoning, or simply help trying to speak to professionals when looking for your position as a cashier at McDonald's.