You should seek legal advice from a licensed Attorney in your community. Do not listen to random advice from posters on this website regarding your legal matters. You really should sit with a licensed Attorney and tell them the entire story to get help. The posters on this site are primarily students and aspiring students (many haven't even been admitted to any program nor sat in a law school course and earned a passing grade!)
In many states, there are disability law services available for the disadvantaged. I'm not sure if you'd qualify, but this may be an option for you. You could start with your local public defenders office - they may be able to point you in the right direction. Good luck, God Bless, and Take Care
Best wishes,
MaCNCheese