I have so many options your little brain would not be able to comprehend the magnitude of them... You have little to no options in your fairy tale of a world you're living in. You should not even be able to have an opinion let alone talk as though we are equals.
I lived a relatively hard life but you are obviously angst ridden that it would be a double-edged-sword to try and explain it to you. In other words, you wouldn't understand psychology.