Cho, I am sad. I really am. I tried so hard to make this work. I cleaned out my emails from him today and I cried. I saw how hard I worked and how difficult it has really been. The arguments, the lying, the distrust.
I wrote him a break up letter. It was very nice and sweet -as in, let's always be friends, thank you for the good times, you are a good person and I will always support you. He wrote back he would always love me.
My coworker says to be glad it is over, to be excited for new opportunities, like people I will meet in law school etc... so I am trying to stay positive.
My roommate, however, has already bought a ton of junk food, laid out my pajamas for me with a box of tissues and rented Last Samurai (because of the Japanese comment, natch).