Damn soror, that doesn't sound too good. My cousin's classmate from Stanford quit the legal profession after only year to persue her artistic aspirations and she's never been happier. I heard lawyers are 10 times most likely to suffer from depression next to doctors. I know you work 80+ hours a week soror but you should seriously take some "personal time" out. No human being can work like a slave without suffering for it mentally, physically, and even spritutally.