I have done all I can do. Unless I am possesed by an evil "games" spirit, I will not hit that 170 mark. Maybe I should get out my Quija board? Oh well I have done all I can do and if I get a 164 like my last 3 practice it will give me a high enough index to have a pretty good chance getting into where I want to go. I know there is nothing more I can do but Damn I am nervous! I just need to chill out I guess. Leave it in the hands of the man!
I changed my mind. I'm not happy at all. I'm breaking tests up into sections until Thursday, then doing two full ones.I just took the first LR section in June 2002. I bombed it. missed 9. Assuming I do my almost standard +23 on RC, even if I get a perfect second LR section and a perfect games section, (which will NEVER happen...games, maybe. LR, obviously not), the best I could do is a 169. I'm looking at maybe a 163 on this one, if I'm luck. Which is unacceptable.So, since I feel a wonderful mix of frustration, anger, and sadness, I'm gonna go eat spaghetti-Os and oreos for dinner, and then go hang out with friends for Simpsons Trivia night at the local watering hole.God, I can't wait till this f-ing test is over.