omg i can totally empathize with you, i'm going nuts. I'm 2L and 1L was very very stressful, but I got very good grades, and it was new and exciting. Now, i'm 2L, the whole OCI process beat me down. Although I got an amazing summer job at a top law firm...i'm not excited. I should be. But I can pay attention in class. I am behind in readings. motivation is near impossible. I have acquaintances and a few friends that i enjoy from back home, but feel like i generally don't fit in. Everybody is either a nerd or straight out of the set of the OC. And i've been SCOURING amazon for a good book on alternative careers for those with a legal degree...(i also have a Bcomm for anyone with suggestions??) *sigh* currently going through a screwed up midlife crisis.