Ask someone who took that course with that prof. last year...and did well.
Penny always looked like she was on a bad acid trip
"Also, figure out what kind of person you want to be in lawschool"
That is the lamest thing I have ever heard. I understand what you are saying, and it is so frigg'n pathetic that you would not only think that, but "say" it.
Seriously, after you get done watching Dr. Phil and finish whatever self-help book you are reading, come up for air and realize that ritual suicide is a very healthy option for yourself