« on: October 06, 2005, 11:02:53 AM »
I know this might sound, I don't know, crazy as @#!*, but I've been suffering some major post-LSAT anxiety and depression.
Every night since the test I have had nightmares, ranging from my girlfriend giving some other guy a blowjob to being charged with manslaughter after a prank gone awry to my entire family dying.
I'm overwhelmed with feelings of doom and impending failure and to say that I am feeling a lot of trepidation about my score is a major understatement.
I've been quiet and subdued at work, and after work I am getting frustrated and enraged by the littlest things, like not being able to find a copy of the Family Guy Movie DVD or waiting at a red light for too long.
I'm taking these petty frustrations out on my girlfriend, who I love very much, but unfortunately she has become the target of my insecurity and fear.
Anyone else experiencing this? I know it's nuts. I've been trying to get my mind off the test but I am just so anxious to find out what I got in order to start my apps, I am going stir crazy. I made a microsoft excel tool to calculate which schools are the best fit for me based on things like ranking, avg salary, weather, culture, people, facilities, faculties, all weighted differently based on my priorities. I know its dorky but it's been fun. This sucks.