life will be a lot less hectic if i have a federal clerkship lined up for the next year. my job search will end, and i know my career will be set in place so i wont have to waste time with career *&^% 24 hours a day.
at judge's chambers that i interned for in the spring right now mail-merging 120 letters of recommendation, printing them, and having judge sign them. im so exhausted...
i have had like no time to study. ive been going to all the classes, but ive literally been studying maybe an average of 2-3 hours a day outside of class.
So have you not been talking to anyone in the classes? Do you sit alone and study completely alone? Because this is pretty much my schedule (class from 9-12:30; 1/2 hour for lunch, then study from usually 1 to 3 or 4 pm, once or twice until 5). I'm not alone in keep this schedule. Yes, other people are doing more, and other people are doing less.
No one knows everything at this point, and for me, I know very little about some subjects (and a lot of that is what I happen to remember from class). I'll learn it all in July, like everyone else.
Life won't get any less hectic in the winter; just buckle down and start putting more time in soon, and you'll be fine.