« on: July 06, 2005, 01:22:58 AM »
Ok here goes I never had a relationship with one of my parents, they were never around. This parent has other children , older and younger than me that I have never met. I have never met this parent but have done some sleuthing and seen a photo of a younger sister. I used to get about 1 letter a year from this parent and haven't heard from them in 2 years.
I feel abandoned and unworthy, especially as this parent really seems to love this little sister. I now have this sisters e-mail address, she is 20 now. I was planning on e-mailing her as a long lost friend just to find out more about her and our shared parent. I don't think this sister even knows I exist. I know her other parent knows about me but I don't think I have ever been mentioned. I was planning on asking in e-mail if sister had any siblins and seeing what they say.
Here's the thing I know if they say no, I will be even more hurt than I already am. Should I even bother? How do I gt over the fact that this parent doesn't love me or care about me and has never even met me. Most probably doesn't even know what I look like. How do I get over this. This has been hurting me for a long time and I need to get over it b4 I start law school.
I don't have money to see a shrink
Serious advice only please